Hi everyone...
First of all, let me thank all of you who left me comments and sent me emails regarding my last few posts about my situation and my kitty. I can not tell you how much I really appreciated EVERYTHING you guys done for me. Thank you so much, darlings. Your understanding and support was so greatly appreciated. There are still emails from some of you that I still haven't had the chance to reply yet, but I will get back to you as soon as I can. Thank you!!



As you can see, Merlin has been wearing the 'cone' and it's a large one! He's miserable with it, of course.. and you can see all the stitches on half of his lower back there, in the photo. I have to groom him every few hours since he can't do it himself.. gave him scratches on his back and also a wash once a day.. it's like a little kid. But he's happy whenever I'm around him.. He purrs so loud whenever I'm around.. whenever I'm on the computer he would try to climb up on my lap.. aww he's just a total sweetheart.

The vet said that he has to be an indoor cat from now on, or he will get attacked again. The problem is, he doesn't fight.. he runs. That's how he got hurt. You can't see it in the photo, but all over his shaved back, you can see deep old scratch and bite marks from other cats who attacked him in the past months.. Of course I didn't know anything about them until he got shaved. *sighs* My poor loving kitty.

Hubby said, Merlin's such a lousy wizard! *g*

But he's doing better. The stitches should come out next week.. his whole lower back was totally swollen because of the infection (abscess).. it was big, they said.. he was walking around with his lower back low on the ground when I knew something was totally wrong. *sighs*

Anyways, just thought I would update about my cat. He's doing fine now.

But I got hurt yesterday.. in the rain, running trying to get my kids from school, tripped over a stick, twisted my ankle. *ouch* My left ankle is now swollen, all bandaged, and I'm hopping all over the place.. can't walk properly.. it hurts so much.. Don't know when it'll be better.. :(

Never ends.. so unlucky this year.

*hugs everyone*

xoxoxo
~Thia

Bad weather... so freezing and wet... and I'm sick.. *sniffs*

it's so hard to get everyone ready in the morning when I'm feeling so crappy and just too cold.. I'm tempted to tell the kids to stay at home just because it's just too cold outside.. such a bad mommy!

sometimes I really hate winter... and laundry doesn't get dry... *sighs*

i'm feeling miserable at the moment.. tired, sick and just so weak..

Thanks to my sweet friends who recced me some wonderful Spuffy fics the other day! Found quite a few great ones that I never read before, so that was sweet! :P

( look at what I got in the mail today!! )

I ordered a print of my latest artwork from DA... all framed, and it's pretty!! Of course it costs a fortune to get it off of DA - I did get an artist' discount, tho.. but it's really worth it! Save me time to look for a local printer/framer around here. So I'm happy about it! :P It turned out looking lovely.. almost exactly like how I see it on my screen, only slightly darker.

Zoey's been acting like a 5 year old than a 2 year old little one. Last night Zach asked her to turn the bedroom light for him and her answer was ... "No, Zach... I'm busy!"

LOL

Then today, she told me to close the kitchen door for her... she was up to no good, of course. So I told her "No, Zoey, leave it open." then I walked away.. Her respond was " Fine, mom! I'll close it myself, then!" ((( 0.0 ))) She then slam the door like a 5 year old throwing a tantrum.. then I went back open the door again, she was there grinning cheekily like 'oopss'

I was like.. MAN!! You're growing up too fast, girl!! This is my little doll.. Zoey, who to me is still a baby!!! GAH!! Oh and then, she heard her daddy *swears* then laugh at some funny things on the computer while talking to his friends, she then said "DAD!! That's naughty! It's not funny, dad!"

LOL

( Here are some latest shots of my little Zoey... she's so cheeky!! )

Pretty please, rec me some really good, long, very angsty spuffy fics, anyone??

I want to rekindle myself with all the angst that's spuffy.. doesn't matter if it's not a happy ending.. I want something that would make me want to hurt something.. LOL. Like when I watch the show, I want to hurt Spike for being an ass while also being too in love that he put his pride under his boots, or hurt Buffy for being such a bitch to Spike.. yes, I want all of that. Fantasy, or general canon fics, would be awesome!

I've been searching achives but every time I found one, it's not been updated for ages and I doubt it'll be finished.. so if any of you out there spuffy fans/writers knows any that's completed, or still WIPs but know that the writers are still working on it actively to share with me, I would so love you!! I'll even make some spuffy pretties for you!!!

Anyone?? ..*bats eyelashes*